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You make me happier than I’ve ever been. Then you beat me down. You hurt me every day. I swear you do it just because you know you can.
I’m still here because I feel like I owe you. For showing me what this feels like. For showing me a happiness I never could have imagined before.
That’s why I’m still here. And every fight. Every tear. Every hurtful word you say? They make me want to throw it all away. Just get rid of it, because the pain hurts so bad. But that means I have to go forever without feeling that same happiness. You can’t miss something you don’t know. But once you have it, how can you just throw it all away?
